WOAH o.O !! a BLOG!?

WOW?? Where do I begin...  it's been a WHILE !! TwT!!!

Let me be honest, at some point I totally forgot I had a blogspot? I mean, to be fair I made this back in two thousand. something.... ?? 2010?? or even earlier than that XD **I think back when formspring was a thing and YouTube & Ig wasn't big yet LOL* Anywayyyy, it's really nice to be able to log back in and type here again~
 
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September 2022 

I have to be honest, I am sad .
Yep, you heard me right ;_;" 

               So, July 2022 - August 2022 I was finally back home and visited my friends and family in Asia. I wasn't able to meet everybody obviously, because everyone is in diff countries etc., but I was able to meet those in Jakarta. Wait, do you even know where I am right now xD? ?

Wow... we have SO MUCH to catch-up on. 

So... I finished University back in 2019, did you know I studied in the USA?! THE U.S.A.
 OAO 
 It's sooooooooooo crazy to think that I went there to study? ?? ++ I got a scholarship too~ 

um... but then, in 2020 there was a big outbreak for a virus called "COVID 19" A.K.A. Corona Virus .. 
And then the WHOLE WORLD was on lockdown... countries shutdown their borders etc., like swineflu was nothing compared to this basically. So, since 2020 the pandemic started and a lot of travel ban and new regulations happen. You know in Avatar when they said, "Everything changes when the fire nation attacked" ? Yup, in a way I guess you could say that COVID is the fire nation. 

Anyway back to today, um... yeah so... um... I'm not sure how to break this to you but back in 2020 I got hospitalized. yep. and they poke and probed me every single day because nobody knew why I came in with a tachycardia to the emergency room **this is still in USA BTW* . Hundreds of blood drawn test tubes later, they finally diagnosed me with an auto-immune condition called Hyperthyroidism aahhhhh~ and I basically lost my mind.
Well, let me explain first...  around a month before this ^ I went on like a "celery juice" morning drink phase and workout more often w/ ring fit **yeah, Nintendo Gameboy is no moreee XD it's Nintendo Switch now!!**also phones have front facing camera and touchscreen is the trend now o.O wilddd* so.. well, I lost like almost 10kg in about a month  OwO" 
I really thought that it was bcs of the juice LOL but turns out, it was bcs of my throid situatioon ;;_;; and bcs it was so crazy **my hormones* I had to take strong hormone meds that make me gain weight  T_T so yeah that's why I lost my mind because do I... 
A) Take the meds and gain weight? 
B) Don't take the meds and stay in the thyroid storm situation?? 

;.;  I know you probably think I'm crazy for losing my mind over this but.. well I worked so hard to try and lose the weight and then to just hear that something out of my control is gonna dictate my weight is making me just... just yeah ;;;_;;; .... 

 "B" is not an option bcs my Doctors made sure I was taking them  
\\\\ Eversince then I had to go get my blood drawn every month for routine checkup\\\\
So because I have this^ autoimmune condition, before the vaccine was invented, my Doctors told me I couldn't travel... and yeah, so many other things going on too but then I didn't go travel in Summer 2020... and Summer 2021 so... Summer 2022 was the first  time I ever came back to Indonesia sine the whole pandemic situation happened. 

Which brings me back to what I said... 
I'm sad

Two months was definitely not enough time to see everybody and hangout with everyone :( 
Hey, but at least I got to see them this Summer right? 

;;-;; 

...

T_T I miss Indonesia

DAISO :D!!! |23-4-2015| Dubai #Day1

Hey guys :D!

Today, I woke-up @morning and I went walking for like 2hr.s around J.B.R. xD !
Because it was pretty hot, my lil' sist. & I decided to stop by to get some cold stuff~

On our way, we saw this "bajaj" like thingy that sells gelato ~
So we got some gelato to cool ourselves LOLOL


Today lil' sist. & I went to "Dubai Outlet" + "Ibn Batuta Mall" O0O/~


We went to Dubai Outlet because we were hoping we could find some nice running shoes w/out having to spend 500AED LOL
But we didn't like any of the stuff that we found ORZ
So we decide to just get ourselves a pair of Converse **later, when we'll get the chance*.


After spending a few hr. @Dubai_Outlet, le sist. & I went to Ibn Batuta Mall ~
We went there because they have DAISO  there *.*!!!

**Daiso is a Japanese minimarket/supermarket sorta thing*

The system is like this @Daiso:
Everything with no price attached =  7AED **this is like around US$2 / Rp.21.000,00*
We spend approx. 3hr.s there **or maybe more LOL*
We bought lots of stuff from there #sorta.



Today, we had dinner at "Real Madrid Cafe".
I had Churros, Cream Brulee, and coffee chacalaka??? **#sth.alongthatline **I forgot what's the drink is called OTL*


Their Churros is nice, and so is that chakalaka drink I had 'u'/
But their Creme Brulee... is not really nice #IMO **yes the sweet crunchy texture on top is good, but the creme under it was too thick*.

*whispers* I want to go back to DAISO T3T

Dubai #arrival |22-4-15|

I arrived at Dubai's international airport around 6PM **local time*.

This time, once again, I'll be staying at J.B.R.'s area **but @ diff. apartment*.

Because it was late by the time we settled our stuff @ apartment, we had our dinner @"Zaatar w Zeit" **I got this "labneh" bread thing and a salad **a mix of Quinoa + Tabouleh*.



PS: I packed my stuff today LOL **never procrastinate + pack @ last mt.!!!*

5 - 3 - 15 #Thursday

I spent the beginning of today watching "Parasyte" **anime*~
And like, thus, I ended-up sleeping by dawn LOL


Yesterday at school I planned to not go for school today, but then thing happened and I changed my mind, so I decided to go to school. **I'm glad I didn't ditch school today !!!*

I woke-up at 7AM!!! **Class starts at 6:30AM >~<"!*
I thought it was 6AM, but not until my maid started shouting back at me when I shouted "IT'S 6AM" to her.
"IT'S WAY BEYOND 7AM !!!"
^this was when I realized that I AM LATE.

So well, Chemistry was the first period, and by the time I reached class it was almost over LOL.
2nd period was Bio., but the teacher came a bit late and she left before the class ended too xD

Then it was the so called "zero period", THE MATH. TEACHER TOOK IT **but I don't take Math. so well it doesn't make that big of a diff. for me**but uh I couldn't speak because she was explaining and she'd shout whenever I started chatting with Sky **Sky doesn't take Math. too*

The class installed games on to the class' computer LOL !
So like, during breaks, we were playing horror games **and some other game LMBO*

It was nice~

!!!OH YEAH
I forgot to return Sky's lunch box and forks *facepalm**I've been holding on to this for like a few days now askhdashdjkskda*

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I was supposed to go out to like shop etc., but then after school I zzz-ed instead ORZ

BY THE TIME I WOKE-UP, IT WAS ALREADY 7PM *SMH*

Note that I planned to go to like, 4different stores at diff. places !
 I WAS RUNNING OUT OF TIME **stores will start closing like from 10PM or some like, from 9PM even!*

Luckily though, somehow in the few hr.s left before closing, I managed to go to all those places I planned to visit PLUS I even went to like some other stores LOL XD

*u* AND GUESS WHAT

I ALSO FOUND FOOD COLOURING
RED
AND
BLUE

#FINALLY *dance*

Now I can experiment making my own toner  for like hair #bleach .

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 I spent the night watching "100 Food Journey" w/ le cousins ~
But then some zzz-ed and some already left, so I had to finish the movie alone. **I finished it**it was a nice movie ~*nod*

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Oh, the elementary students had this "English Carnival" kinda thingy earlier at school.
I, Sky, and IlSu went and we participated in the activities, etc.
WE GOT MARSHAMALLOWS OHOHHOHO 8'D **Sky and I got bracelets too ^w^/~! *

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Sky got this Kellog's shaped cereals **but smaller in size* that were coloured like Fruit Loops to school 'q'
IT TASTES YUM~~!!! *q*
**I think I just found a new fav. cereal!!!**I need to get this >q<!!!*

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I'm gonna go experiment some thingy @ le hair now before I zzz~
**also continue "Parasyte" ofc.. 8'D!!!*

---->BTW GUYS IF IT'S STILL THE 5TH THERE AND IT'S NIGHT, THERE'S A  FULL MOON!

Le 17th Birthday ~! #363DaysLatePost

Photographed by le moirail 'w'~! **Thank you Sky for le pic.~!*

So ~
12.12.13 was le 17th Birthday xD
**and like, in a few days it's gonna be my 18th birthday *facepalm**why do I procrastinate like too much *throws brick*

~~~~~~~~~>Going back in time to 12.12.13:



Cuz it's le birthday~ Today I bought pizzas to le school  **I made'em yesterday #11.12.13*
I came late to school though ORZ
but then once I entered the class le friends were like saying "Happy Birthday"~! to me like one after another ///;////u///;// **I got a lot of gifts too*cries rainbow*

Also, le class threw me a birthday party and like they got food too ///T////w//T///
\\\this is like the 1st time ever for me to have like a surprise birthday party *hicks*\\\//Thank you so much you guys *hugs everyone from le class*///

*cough*
during the pizza nom nom moment **we ate the pizza while doing le Bio. quiz LOL!*, my leg kinda froze though >~<" !
Like, I couldn't move it and as a result the whole class panicked OTL **sorry for making you guys worry*facepalm*

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Okie~!
then it was home time ~! :D!
Le moirail **Skylar* and I went home together 8'D ~!

And we spent le whole day doing cosplay props #Homestuck  #Horns #Shirt

We painted the horns, and the T-shirts and we spent le evening on le net cosplaying xD
I did Aradia and she did Vriska ^w^ ~

**In the midst of our cosplay props DIY we stopped for a break + I had to like cut the cake and blow the candle *roll*

OH!
In the middle of le busy crafting, le cousin **Eonni* dropped by to wish me a "Happy Birthday" and to drop a cake and le gift hwhw **Eonni thank you ~ *huggies**my lil' sist. made me a cake too by the way ///;////u//;///!!! and she was there too when I did the cake thingy #candle **also le Dad and some of le other cousins**Mom was busy though >~<" plus she wasn't even at le same country at that time **but she wished me happy birthday through le phone :) !*

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I made yakisoba for like lunch+dinner **for Sky and I* but we kinda ate too much cake so well, we had it for supper xD **but Sky had to leave before it was supper because it was getting late so I packed le food as take-away for her LOL *

///;///3///;// well, the day went super fast hw....
 But le 17th birthday was indeed the best birthday I ever celebrated *hug everyone*



Thank you to everybody who wished me "Happy Birthday" ~! *bow*
And thank you also to everyone who gave me gifts and like spent time with me  *hug y'all* ~!
~~~~~~>Back to future #10.12.14
Sorry it took me like, 2days away from one whole year  to like post about this OTL

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Here have some more pic.s XD~!

~ ♢ ~

♢Thank you for spending le time w/me @leBirthday **sorry we never to go to the museum*♢

                                                                         

~Le gifts ///;////u///;/// ~ **Thank you guys!*

~my birthday cake~
**the whipped cream are supposed to be PinkXBlack cuz *lift&drop eyebrows* #OTP*
**Cheesecake Factory doesn't have colored whipped cream OTL*
**at least it's blueberryXstrawberry*

took some Yakisoba to school too
**for Sky & I*
**but le eggs are for me only #Mom'sCulture #Birthday*
**I explained this egg thingy @ one of my birthday  post from like a few years ago #Ithink*

~Lil' Sist. made this for me~

夜行線上のフライト / Yakou Senjou no FURAITO / Night Line Flight - Lyrics (Japanese & Romaji)

Japanese

こっちおいで
黒猫が　手招いた　引かれる手
誰も知らない月の裏

白んでいく　暗闇と
透けていく　白い花
朝は忘れ物になる

優しく抱かれた肩
フワリ　月明かりのあったかい夜
狭まる景色　うたかた
落ちる　甘い罠を知る

内緒だって　囁いて　一つに結んだ手
肢体這う　感触なら　今も疼いてるよ
二律背反　泣かないでおくれよ　ねえシスター
ああ　零れてく

昨日見た　夢だっけ
思い出は　無くなって
バラバラに崩れる日々

はしたないと罵って
散々と思い知って
ユメハルカ　ソレヨシヤ
いばらの鳥籠

月光浴に浸かる花
毒と気付いていた唇熱く
繰り返す目と目の声
沈む　溺れてく二人

内緒だって　つぶやいて　一つに重ねた手
お願いって　刹那だけ　切り取る夜明けまで
迷子なら　教えておくれよ　ねえナタリー
ああ　2人きり　

花占いなら
嘘でも嫌いにしてと
ひらり　また　ひらりと
散りゆく花弁は
ああ　白い花

内緒だって　囁いて　一つに結んだ手
肢体這う　感触なら　答えは見えてるよ
二律背反　泣かないでおくれよ　ねえシスター
ああ　零れてく

好きだよって　つぶやいて　踏み出した二人を
月がそっと　照らしていた　顔色も変えずに
ありがとうって　泣かないでおくれよ　ねえシスター
ああ　終わりゆく

Romaji

kocchi oide

kuro neko ga te maneita hikareru-te

daremoshiranai tsuki no ura

shirande iku kurayami to

sukete iku shiroi hana

asa wa wasuremono ni naru

yasashiku daka reta kata

fuwari tsukiakari no attakai yoru

sebamaru keshiki utakata

ochiru amai wana wo shiru

naisho datte sasayaite ni musunda te

shitai hau kanshokunara ima mo uzui teru yo

niritsuhaihan nakanaide okure yo nee SHISUTA

aa koborete ku

kinou mita yumedakke

omoide wa nakunatte

barabara ni kuzureru hibi

hashitanai to nonoshitte

sanzan to omoishitte

yumeharuka soreyoshiya

ibara no torikago

getsukouyoku ni tsukaru hana

doku to kidzuite ita kuchibiru atsuku

kurikaesu me to me no koe

shizumu oborete ku futari

naisho datte tsubuyaite hitotsu ni kasaneta te

onegai tte setsuna dake kiritoru yoakemade

maigonara oshiete okure yo nee NATARI

aa futari kiri

hana uranainara

uso demo kirai ni shite to

hirari mata hirari to

chiri yuku hanabira wa

aa shiroi hana

naisho datte sasayaite hitotsu ni musunda te

shitai hau kanshokunara kotae wa mie teru yo

niritsuhaihan nakanaide okure yo nee SHISUTA

aa koborete ku

sukidayo tte tsubuyaite fumidashita futari wo

tsuki ga sotto terashite ita kaoiro mo kaezu ni

arigatou tte nakanaide yo nee SHISUTA

aa owari yuku

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so receently I just found this song //*//q//*///

I can't believe there's no romaji lyrics for it! 

thus, I decided to type it by myself *^*! **aaah~ such a beautiful song //T//u//T//~!

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Source of Japanese lyric : http://www5.atwiki.jp/hmiku/pages/26418.html

Source of Romaji lyric :
me with le help of le brain and google translate **to read the kanji~* 8'D~ 

TRAVELINGGGGGGG *w*!!

Yoohooo~~~ (*≧∀≦*)~~

This summer, I'll be spending le last moments of  it in......
Guess where 8'D??

MALAYSIA~ (≧∇≦)/~~~ ehhhhe~

ATM I'm at KL **Kuala Lumpur~* ^0^/

I arrived here at.midnight yesterday.o0o/

It took around 1-2hours to reach here by plane from Jakarta~  ^u^